It’s taken many years for me to get to the stage where I’m ready to write this book. I never wanted to be seen or known as psychic or a medium and spent most of my life trying not to let people around me know my secret as I wanted to lead as normal a life as I could. It wasn’t as easy as you might expect as people’s own intuition lets them know that they’re dealing with someone who has extra senses. In this book I haven’t just described some of the various paranormal experiences I’ve had. I also draw my own conclusions from them and what they could mean at a deeper level. I’ve also looked into how science and its theories can give us a connection to not only each other but the universe as a whole. I also share my experience of going to a spiritualist college and my ongoing learning curve at the circle I now attend. Scattered throughout the book are my views on various things from how it is we can sense spirits to why we wouldn’t want to live in a perfect world. I’ve also written this book to help others like me in finding answers to the questions that can arise from having a psychic ability and leading a paranormal life. I explain how I dealt with it, what I did to finally come to terms with what I have and where I am with it now. By writing this book I hope to give others like me, someone who was scared to come out of the shadows, the strength to talk about the things we experience and how we can deal with those who try to mock us. I also hope that those who aren’t sure where to turn can gain a sense of direction after seeing the path I took. Free on Kindle.

As a developing medium, there are many questions we need answers to concerning our ability, but find that many of those questions have no answers, no matter how hard we look. This this can be quite frustrating to say the least. Even when we ask fully developed mediums for answers to our questions concerning our ability, they too can only give their best guess and of course their guess is based on their particular belief, but for me this really isn’t good enough. I want at least, to find answers that, even if they leave me with a feeling that I wish to know more, they’ve given me a deeper understanding and a sense that my best guess isn’t just a particular belief, but has substance to it. In this book I describe different sides to becoming a medium. I explain the various experiences I’ve had concerning the mediums, tutors and lessons I’ve taken in the circles I’ve attended. I explain how connections are experienced, made, lost, and the ups and downs to connections made. I explain how experiences at different circles can help or hinder progress in this field and what rules and beliefs or, lack of rules and beliefs were helpful to me. I wanted this book to show as many sides to becoming a medium as possible. I had many ideas of what it was to be a medium and what would be involved in becoming one, but it turns out that many of these ideas were wrong. I wanted to give some guidance as to what sort of circle would best suit an individual and some details in the different teaching techniques that various tutors use when conducting a circle. I explain how the venue holding the circle and the various people attending, can also affect your progress when taking a journey into mediumship. I’m hoping that after reading this book, firstly, you will have enjoyed reading my views on consciousness and next, that you have a good idea of what I went through to get to the stage I can think of myself as medium. I’ve been honest, open and frank about all I’ve experienced and tried to include as many details as possible, so that as you start your journey into mediumship, in some small way you’ve experienced a journey through me before you begin. Free on Kindle.